Pursuit of Happiness

Neva knew something this common wud be so hard 2 find
Neva thought something so simple wud be so complex in my mind
Something everyone craves
but very few get 2 experience
Something ive came close to grasping
but cud rarely get near it
Something so practical
but yet so magical
Something you cant describe
Something you cant deny
Not really physical
but something so visible
Something that has truly
eluded me my whole life
Something i think about
almost every night
How do obtain something
thats so right
How can i see something
thats not visible
How can i feel something
thats not physical
How can i find something
when i dont know where to look
When i look at other people
and see for them, how long it took
I cudnt help but wonder
when will it be my turn?
and then anotha question dawned on me.....
will i eva be Happy?