Losing My Way

When I look in my eyes its my pain that glows
I don't understand how it seems no one still knows
Because through my heart hatred flows
And its the love that goes
No matta how hard I try to slow it
I still manage to show it
I kno my name
But I don't kno who I am
Cuz i'm not the person I used to be
I'm not the person people used to see
So i'm tryna find a way to change it
Or somehow rearrange it
But I can't seem to cage it
Cuz the rage don't wanna stay in
Its been held in for too long
And now I can see it was wrong
To try and hold it in
Cuz since it cudnt leave
Its home has been in me
So now I'm tryna fight it
My fear I tried to hide it
My tongue I tried to bite it
But it didn't wanna stay quiet
And then it began to riot
And gave me fuel and fire
and bridges began to burn
And I can't turn back,
no I can't u turn
Cuz its like a one way street
And I lost control of my feet
And I'm goin down this path
That seems won't eva pass
And I'm moving so fast
It seems I'm loosing my past
Bcuz the road has gotten so dark
All I need is a light
to lead me thru the night
Cuz I can't fight what I can't see
I can't fight what's within me
So I'm tryna get it all out
B4 my time runs out
but at what cost
What would I lose
How could I choose
Don't kno what to do
Cuz this overflow of anger
Is only leading to danger
Jus tryna avoid the day
when I become a complete stranger