Commited To You

Loving u got me so high
That if I ever fall off
I'll be sure to die
And to you I wud neva lie
Bcuz what I feel is tru
And I'm tryna spend the rest of my life wit u
And when I'm wit u I feel like I can get thru anything
And any ring I will get for u
Jus to show u a small thing my love cud do
Jus waiting for the day u begin 2 see
What me and u cud eventually be
Loving each other so passionately
And in the past we will neva be
Cuz our future I cud clearly see
Jus waitin for the present to catch the drift
Cuz ur presence is truly a gift
So I treasure it with my life
And I'm tryna combine our sight
So we cud see the same
So I try and pick ur brain
To see if In ur memory I left a stain
And my name jus stuck
And with any luck
U can't eva forget me
Cuz when I get down on one knee
And tell u we shud spend our eternity
Together
Cuz ill love u wit my heart,soul, and entire being
I jus hope u accept for the same reason
Cuz u fit me so perfectly
That loving u
Is like loving me
And I love myself 2 death
So u'll be in my heart till my last breath

Love Lost

As I sit back and think about what we used 2 be
Its becoming more clear to me
That it was neva what I thought it to be
I don't kno how I cudnt see
That all that time all u wanted was to be free
Free of me
Apparently
But a parent u made me
And that changed me
But I won't eva forget the way u played me
All the pain and emotions drained me
But then my baby boy came
And after that I was neva the same
Cuz I neva knew I cud love someone more than myself
But even that cudnt change the way I felt
about you
So I'm sitting here thinkin what am I 2 do
Cuz I don't know how ima get over this
let alone get through
Cuz I loved u
But u didn't feel the same
When u said u did
U said it in vain
Cuz u neva loved urself
So how cud I believe
u cud love someone else
But my feelings blinded me
And the pain u caused
I don't think I cud eva put behind me
I don't kno how I didn't see
This is not how its supposed to be
Cuz all I wanted was a family
And live with them forever happily
So i kno this can't be the life for me
Cuz my son can't grow up without his dad
Cuz that hits home too close to me
Cuz I neva had mine
And I wud be lying
If I said it neva affected me
So I'm willing to be a man and try and work this out for what I need
If u wud be willing to be a lady and end this pointless bout for our seed
And try and get on one accord
Cuz losing my son and family
is something I can't afford

Pursuit of Happiness

Neva knew something this common wud be so hard 2 find
Neva thought something so simple wud be so complex in my mind
Something everyone craves
but very few get 2 experience
Something ive came close to grasping
but cud rarely get near it
Something so practical
but yet so magical
Something you cant describe
Something you cant deny
Not really physical
but something so visible
Something that has truly
eluded me my whole life
Something i think about
almost every night
How do obtain something
thats so right
How can i see something
thats not visible
How can i feel something
thats not physical
How can i find something
when i dont know where to look
When i look at other people
and see for them, how long it took
I cudnt help but wonder
when will it be my turn?
and then anotha question dawned on me.....
will i eva be Happy?

Losing My Way

When I look in my eyes its my pain that glows
I don't understand how it seems no one still knows
Because through my heart hatred flows
And its the love that goes
No matta how hard I try to slow it
I still manage to show it
I kno my name
But I don't kno who I am
Cuz i'm not the person I used to be
I'm not the person people used to see
So i'm tryna find a way to change it
Or somehow rearrange it
But I can't seem to cage it
Cuz the rage don't wanna stay in
Its been held in for too long
And now I can see it was wrong
To try and hold it in
Cuz since it cudnt leave
Its home has been in me
So now I'm tryna fight it
My fear I tried to hide it
My tongue I tried to bite it
But it didn't wanna stay quiet
And then it began to riot
And gave me fuel and fire
and bridges began to burn
And I can't turn back,
no I can't u turn
Cuz its like a one way street
And I lost control of my feet
And I'm goin down this path
That seems won't eva pass
And I'm moving so fast
It seems I'm loosing my past
Bcuz the road has gotten so dark
All I need is a light
to lead me thru the night
Cuz I can't fight what I can't see
I can't fight what's within me
So I'm tryna get it all out
B4 my time runs out
but at what cost
What would I lose
How could I choose
Don't kno what to do
Cuz this overflow of anger
Is only leading to danger
Jus tryna avoid the day
when I become a complete stranger

Still Coming Soon...(lol)

Ok still putting some finishing touches on the last one i finished but ima post 2 more 2day. So just leave ur comments. Let me know what you thinking about after you read each one.

Coming Soon...

Now i have one that i just finished yesterday, but im gonna wait to post it because im still putting some finishing touches on it. So it will be up soon. On another note, i need you guys to leave some comments or feedback. Thats the only way im going to know what u guys wanna read. Give me some ideas. Im open to them all............

"Life"

We live in a world of imperfections
A world where things aren't always as they seem
A place that believes in equal but seperate
And doesn't care about anyones dreams
A place that covers your eyes with an invisible cloth of lies
And no matter how hard you try
You jus can't seem to break free
Its because they only let you see
What they want you to see
And what you see is the world in perfect harmony
Full of joy and carefree
Love and togetherness
And now this way you'll miss
All the problems out people face
So now you can't achieve success in life
And the only way to stop this is if we put up a fight
Fight them by uncovering our real eyes
So we can realize
The real lies
And expose them for what they really are
This way we can break free from this life behind "bars"
This life in a "cage"
This life full of rage
This life where we can't get along
This life where nothing but negative conclusions are drawn
When they look at our face
This life where we're not judged by our skills or character
But rather by our race
This life where we have to deal with being treated as inferior
Because of what's on outside and not the interior
This life where we're stuck in a maze
Stuck in this phase
Stuck in this age of "segregation" and hate
This life where we can't escape the past
So then people wonder, how long will it last?
How long do we have to be opressed?
How long do we have to fight?
How long do we have to live in this thing we call life?