Lost Treasure

The pain I caused u was neva intended
I still regret the day that our love ended
I still reminisce on the time we were spending
Back when we were both in sync and our lives were amending
I wish i cud go back and change it all for a happy ending
But now its too late
Cuz another man has ur heart
And I made my choice
And it was 4 us 2 be apart
And I kno now it cudve been the biggest mistake of my life
But I still have to fake like I was right
And say everything happens 4 a reason
And some people are only meant to be in ur life for a season
But when I was with you It felt like evry season was spring
So I kno it wasn't jus a season fling
Cuz I used to imagine getting u a ring
And starting a family
But maybe the thought scared me away
Bcuz I was to young to already be wit the one that wud lay
By my side until my dying day
So I began to go astray
Cuz my thoughts made me feel guilty
Cuz I didn't believe I was worth ur love
2 be doubting somethin that was orchestrated from above
But I didn't kno how 2 express it
So I did my dirt
And not once did I think about u being hurt
And I kno it was selfish
But baby girl I cudnt help it
I didn't kno what 2 do
But I had enuf respect 4 u
2 not lie 2 u
So when I told u what I did
And assured u it was true
Shortly after that I told u we were thru
Bcuz u deserved more
And I didn't think I cud be the man u were looking for
And now I now the choice I made was poor
But I had my reasons
I wanted u 2 be happy
But we were meant to be
And u knew but I was 2 scared 2 see
That u living happily
Wud be spending ur life wit me
But now I have to live wit the fact that it might be to late
And that I might've already sealed my fate