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The nights of crying myself 2 sleep are over
Cuz as time passes by i keep getting older
But i still carry this heavy weight on my shoulders
And the heavier it gets my heart gets colder
I always think about the things i neva told her
Like the missed oppurtunities and the things i cudve showed her
i used to think how wud it be if we had more time 2 spend
But now all i think bout is how much time will it take my heart 2 mend
And they say time heals all wounds and i know its hard to prove
But how much time is soon
Cuz when im hurting it seems as if my time doesnt move
So i try to live in my dreams
Cuz in my dreams she still here
I relive all the memories we eva had that i still hold dear
And reality is what i fear
Bcuz its become my worst nightmare
And the feeling i have no one can share
Cuz no one had to bear the pain i had to
And if i keep the pain inside to hide
Where wud all my happiness and peace reside
And its like evrytime i make a stride to get on the right path
I meet an obstacle i cant pass bcuz of memories of my past
And i jus wonder how much more pain i can take
Before this weight on my shoulders jus caves in and breaks
Me as a whole
Cuz the more i take on it jus leaves a void and hole inside
And u used to be the person i can come to and confide in about my problems
And if there was any answer u wudve known
But now that ur not here with me i have to figure it out all alone